Disappointed

by HV


I'm scared...

Of what?

How I'm gonna feel after

So, how do you feel now?

I mean, I like you and all,
and you're so cute and handsome
[Rollin my eyes]
But I don't know if you gonna talk to me after

After what?

After we have sex
What do you mean after what?
What are you thinking about?

What do you mean what am I thinking about?
Are you serious?

Tell me!

Well, the fact that you got me to drive all the way here
At 11 o' clock at night,
And almost got hit by an 18-wheeler,
then I stopped to get you food, all swollen and panting,
thinking about how golden brown your ass cheeks look
in those blue laced boy shorts
from the picture you sent me
had me running stop signs and hitting pot holes and
damn near bent my new rims
you definitely know what I'm thinking about.

No, tell me!

Baby, I'm thinking I'm coming here to help you undress
and paint your nipples with my tongue
Trickle honey on your body,
make little shapes of hearts and a trail from
your lips down between your breasts
and further down where the green becomes the rough
and the earth becomes soft, wet, slippery and sweet.

I'm thinking when we see each other,
you gonna open the door with nothin
but a sheer lingerie robe on, in my favorite color
I'm thinking you gonna jump on me like I just finished a 20 year bid,
or I just got back from serving my military duties,
and I'm hornier than a ram goat,
I'm thinking, why the hell you got me over here,
sitting in the middle of your damn bed, necked,
having you snapping photos of my dick
drooling for your pussy, and you're still dressed.

Baby, it's not like that
and I only got on panties, a shirt and some shorts

And that's a lot more than what I'm wearing

It not that...

Then, what's going on in that head of yours?

See, I've never ever ever had sex before
I didn't think you would come till you showed at the door
I know it took you two hours to get over here
But I was afraid to tell you my lil red friend was here
I'm really feeling you and I want you to stay
We can cuddle watch a movie instead of playing Marvin Gaye
I hope you're not mad, I still want you...
Damn, your dick went down,
so no head for you to erase that frown

I can get it back up though you turned me off
I am just disappointed that's why it got so soft
Its cool, we can chill and take it slow
But in 15 minutes, I gotta go.

Why you gonna leave?
I thought there was more
Cause of a little red, you gonna fly through the door
So you lied when you said it wasn't only one thing
You lied when you said you scoping out diamond rings

It's not like that boo, you got it twisted
You told me all that shit just to mess with my head
Why, you think I'm scared of a little red
It just ain't right to trick me then got me bucky necked,
And you're not even trying to give me some head

Plus I heard about you from that dude last week
He ran in on the train and even bit your ass cheek
He could be real, he could be lying
But that aint my biz when my dick is dying
You got me over here now my blue balls are crying
Gimme likkle sugar let my veins start popping
Let me part your lips before I gotta start driving

If you don't want to do it
I will lie here with you and
Kiss up on your breast till you get horny too
Play with your hair, and take it real slow
Just know that when it's time to go
Your mama's gonna know.